Many love, many hate. Most always fail to love and some even fail to hate. Life is something we should all treasure. Other than life there is family, there are friends. Everyday we would wake up, go to school,  eat, everything is done like it is a routine.Everynight we go to sleep and dream the wonderful dreams and sucky nightmares. Sometimes all we need is a little of both to keep us going. I think dream is a sign of hope. A sign of what we hope to come. Many things happen around us and we do not realise it because we take everything for granted.

O levels is almost here. Just 7months away, I am really disappointed by the fact that I do not have the motivatiion to study. I would try to sit down and at least read a chapter or so but I would always FAIL! OME, this is so annoying.

So what if there is Olevels, there is always robert pattinson. He is what you call HOTSTUFF!!!!! because cold is the new hot!

ROB=SESSED!

(you people say obsessed like its a bad thing)

RACHEL!

GONG XI FA CAI!

so the previous weekend wasnt so bad after all. I got to see everyone of my overgrown cousins. They are so tall I practically feel like a dwarf. What do their parents feed them?!?!?!?!I come to realise that my family can never have a reunion dinner at a restaurant BECAUSE then the other families wouldn't be able to have dinner there. My family can just book the whole freaking restaurant and there still wouldnt be enough place.

enough for that blabbering.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNITA & HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE CHITRA!

Yesterday was Sara's party at Pasir Ris Park it was great! Okay maybe for the part that we were all sitting and talking rubbish in all the party was good good good! And we thought there wouldn't be enough drinks we went to shop and save to get two more bottles of beer and a bottle of gin. When we got there, the whole cooler box thingy was filled with alcohal and I can assure you it was enough for just 3 people a bottle. Scotch, Whiskey, Beer, Vodka, Tequila...... For once it was too much of alcohal. And for once the alcohol were all right in front of my face but I didnt have the urge to gulp every single drop down. I even had a break! HAHAHA! maybe its just the time of the year huh!

So anyhoo, my list of houses to visit still goes on, So I will definately still be moving around alot. And I hate school

rachel

FNN really drives me up the wall. Its so hard to find the key and sub factors to fill up the tables on the screen. I really have to crack my brains. Enough about that. Kaisha had to cut an eyeball today during Biology. It was fun. It had a super funky smell. Alright going back to FNN(:

rachel

It is hardly that I blogged anymore. Maybe b'cause I just don't find the need to. I'm just letting off some steam, that I've been keeping in for quite a bit. So whoever is reading this, just don't bother.

Has anyone wondered why I looked like the most depressed person who ever lived? I guess not.That's most probably because everyone's too busy with their oh-so fabulous life that they never think of anyone else. All these groups and cliques are driving me insane. I always wonder why groups ever exsisted. I will always wonder whats the use of gossiping. Why is it that no one can live without it? They say that girls can gossip about every single thing at any single point of time while doing anything. But guys gossip too. Trust me, guys are bitches. I hardly go out anymore, I always look forward to coming home. I don't really have an answer to why is that. But I know that I always feel free at home and alone. I'm molding myself into a freaking loner but I don't mind it. The loneliness is worth more than being bitched about for god knows what reason. I think, I'm gonna start blogging a lot. ♦

Have you ever thought that the person who is at fault is actually the innocent party? Have you ever thought what if those who you are siding, in a fight, is actually talking to that person behind your back? I guess you would never know. It's hard to know. The way they put on the facade is like it is all natural. Life is like a masquerade. Life is never easy. In life, you have to learn to read. Learn to see through that mask that everyone is hiding behind. In all, it is fine to trust someone but not just that any someone. They might/would just stab you in the back the minute you turn away/ throw you abroad/ stone you to death. Our parents taught us never to be fussy but it is better to turn a deaf ear when it comes to friends. Be selective this time round, cause it would definately concern your future. It would definately affect your self esteem, your trust, your image and your habits. I always thought that friends are the best, they are awesome. But that was before.♣

He has been in my head for the past 7 months. I would/ will never believe that I would get a chance to speak to him cause I know that someone like him would never fall for someone like me. It was at Sec2 that I started to notice him & every morning I see him without fail, my heart would drop. Why him? I just don't get this feeling. & yes I just texted him just now. It was great while it lasted but he would just see it as that random kc girl on the bus.Ergh, why is life so unfair. Life is never fair. But I know that I've gotten my fair share of good fortune. My results last year was good. I'm just hopingthat this year's would be just as good or not better. I wish him all the best too. I got off a whole pile of shit last year too. Thank god my parents decided to let me off and forgive me. But I must say its hard to forget a mistake but just too easy to forget a favour. So I just hope that this year god would just give me a little more good fortune. Am I asking for too much? I cannot tell. But I really want him, that's all I know.♥

Studying can be a bitch sometimes but it wouldn't hurt to just put in a little more effort on my part to pass with flying colours. If those express girls can do it so can I. I'm gonna pass and O levels and reach my target. So that I can get into Film, Sound & Video. That would be like my dream come true. Has anyone noticed a change in me? I guess not again cause like I said everyone is too caught up with each other. I'm gonna ACE it all.♠

This sounds more like a wish list than my life story.xoxo

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